I had to look at them, name them, own them, forgive them and start assimilating them. I had to own all that I was. I had to make peace with myself. I had to heal or at least start the process. This was so I could walk back through that army of demons and not have any emotional hooks for them to grab onto. By forgiving your darkest demons and embracing them, these same dark aspects of yourself are no longer in exile and therefore not vulnerable to abuse and misuse. It might feel good to repress your darker parts down and just not think about them, but in the long run you are only cutting off a part of yourself, abandoning it to more darkness.
The whole process is awful, empowering, and triggering. Triggering often forces you to freeze, lose speech, sometimes even lose time. However, by avoiding the triggering stimulus you can make your anxiety worse.
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Also, you are giving the triggering stimulus power. All anxiety, PTSD, and triggering need to be treated professionally. Willingly exposing yourself to triggering stimuli should also be given very careful consideration.
As much as you might be hungry for magick, you have to understand why self-work, this shadow work, and development is so important. If you get into trouble working with demons they will try and trigger you. Triggering you is an excellent way to control you. That is why this exercise teaches you to get triggered by your own demons without freezing or losing critical thought. You will need to be able to think your way out of trouble, cleanse, protect, and close down a circle while in the throes of panic. You need to maintain control in the face of a demons attack.
They could be any kind of nefarious entity. They are happy to openly destroy and wound.
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Here we can see why we need our own demons and why it is so important to acknowledge and accept them and have them a part of your integrated and whole self. Sometimes our own demons work for us. Our demons need to keep us alive, and although they hard to live with, they enable us to fight off external demons. Our personal demons let us fight shadows with shadows… but only if we can accept and forgive the whole of ourselves.
This is just one form of test. Some people will encourage you to pass several different types of this test before opening yourself to demon work. All of the tests will be self-work focused on understanding the self and moving towards becoming as whole and healed as possible. So, it is possible to work any kind of magick you wish; hexing, cursing, binding, crossing, etc. But if your concern is with defensive and even offensive magick, the most powerful thing you can do to keep yourself safe and defend against not only magick but insults in general, knowing yourself and loving yourself are the most powerful tools you have.
Knowing yourself, trusting yourself, accepting yourself is big magick. This is how warrior witches are born. You must log in to post a comment. This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.
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Use the rope to create a circle around yourself. Cast a circle as you normally would. Set your intentions loud and clear.
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